I would be lying to say that I have it all under control and downright in denial. Autism is complex and is always presenting new situations and challenges; therefore we build daily on new skills and use these skills to teach our children the best we know how, right?
What if our best is not the best? There is certainly no need to come down hard on ourselves considering we did our best! That is the answer I choose for I believe I am a really awesome mom but just in the last week I had a serious learning curve on a path where I thought I was doing it right.
Up until five days ago I really didn’t know what to do next, I was to the point I had to talk to someone but where would I start? My ego stepped in and I didn’t want to present that I am failing as a mother so I kept quiet and kept on with the “Everything’s fine” attitude. It was everything but fine and it took a good friend to call me on it. I was able to honestly admit to my friend Patricia McLean that I was losing control and didn’t know what step to take next.